i was going to type somthing but i am on a schools computer so i have to go i'll right when i get home or somthing.aww man...bye(looks busted) im gonna try to tell my parents im gonna get introuble and prbably let back here ... im supposed to be on taks stuff-_-"

im willing to listen when you need me
im here if you want me

im here to listen to help... or heal the scars of your past.
i might not be able to love the way you want me to ....but i love the way god wanted me to.
you see i linger here in the darkness of my past to help others find the light.
i linger and wonder in the dark crying to myself , cuting and waiting with the broken shards of my heart for i want you to listen wanting you to see the damage that others have done and yet i still choose to stay in this cold hell for peaple that i don't know staying for the one that still need or want to find peace.
you see i linger here to save others that still need me.

i cant take this enymore all you perves and ppl that like to be rude to others because of diferents is just feeding this anger and sadness in my soul and well its kinda like a caged demon once its open it must run its course and to be ohnest im frightened by it so pls i beg dont bring that side out.

i got bored so here demon sonic! and no i did not draw this.-_-"

=3 i thought my firend would want it i search hours!oh yeah im a shadow fan i posted this picture because i searched all night! and no i found it on the internet all my pics are from the internet cause of the crappy power serge none of my art can be posted! oh yeah click on news to see what eles is going on on my page =3

you walk in to this darkend mansion demons everwhere you look you cryout and noone hears you except as you look around the house creatures moveing in the shadows shifting and knocking things over. as you walk up stairs and turn to your right into a winding hall way you see three doors on your left and on the right three more doors and one straight down the hallway.you open one of the doors and see a library a desk with a labtop wall to wall lined with books you pick one up and see the pages were blank!
: : you casted it on the floor in fear and run for the door just to find the creatures had locked it! thats when it hit you "what the helI what is this place.damn parents did they have to kick me out of my house! " then you started to think "oh yeah cause they ******** hate me!" you then started to think of what is going to happen now.just as you were pondering this your cell phone goes off you answer and you hear a voice on the other end a female voice! " my name is ezra plz help me i am some where in the house and need your help." frightened yet concerned you replied"what why is this my ... how the hell did you get this number!"as you yelled she interupts" ezra is my name i would love to ...i have to go the place you are in is ..."the line cuts off.you then try to call home ....it rings and it picks up and you hear a voice but its not you parents but a voice that you were familur with anyway it was your own voice freaked out yet comforted in some odd way you listened"hey man wassup! u need some help"in a sarcastic attitude you answer " no im fine im just sipping some tea with a demon!"the voice on the phone then repliyed" dont get smart with me im you darker half asshole i know you inside and out! later call me when your done doing my job." well you pissed off and frusterated and scared pick up the blank book.......
so many questions so little time

who is that lady that called you? and why is your darker half trying to help you? and most of all where the heck are you?

oh yeah this story is out there for enyone to make a game out of also if your going to use this as a flash portal plz look me up and plz ask me first cause i hate ppl that steal my stuff without permission-_-" oh yeah chek out all my posts aswell every one in a while i update them
chow=3oh yea h im gonna have to edit it my mom...~_~" dosent like it. you know ppl in the face of fear change right well because of my realism my mom might ground me....*sigh*

do not judge her for you do not know her.for you do not her intentsions. i am the truth that hide ... i am the doubt of her pride you beleive in your ways as she believe in hers.
you believe lieing is good as she beleives in the chaotic web you people weave .for i am the true thoughts of your mind. she is the truth i lie behind. she is the one you wish to ignore.
for i am the shadow of a little girl. the one that you kicked around. i am the one thats in her frouwn. i am growing...while your stalling.
for you do not change when she is crying.
she and i for we are merging as you stand still... for you do not bother to heal.she smiles to the lies for she no longer crys.

im working on a story for him and its gonna take a while ok i hope you guys like it. ps i didnt draw this. ok the story is about how shadow tries to kill him self and the story first takes place with him living with amy and cream and amy walks in as he tries to shoots him self and he ends up in a mental inastitue were he meets this emo female heghoge named raiyn and a nurse named serenity im makeing it a animation. oh sry im gonna use one of my firends piano work if you read this i hope its ok.T_T
sry this will no longer be a flash because of me software.sry

the story opens up like this
it starts at the the black comet after defeating black doom.

sonic turns to shadow sonic yells to shadow "yo shadow come on! hurry up!".as shadow turns and glances one last time at the aleins that were left behind thinks and says " sonic wait!"wistles a black hawk with golden armor came to his side shadow then followed sonic in to the ship. while shadow was on the deck looking at the ark remebering what he had promised when he was interuppted by cream and amy running in.amy then said"shadow umm... i know you dont have much of a home so would you ..ummm want to live with me and creame and big."creame simple hideing she never seen shadow this close before and to be ohnest she was scared of him but she asked him enyway "plz mister shadow don't be alone enymore...amy was worried she thinks of you like a brother so don't go alone." her eyes when she asked looked a lot like maria's when they were kids so he agreed to live with them.

a year has pasted and he was liveing with them by now creame had learned he was a great big brother but he was always so lonley she always came home from school and give hime what ever they were working on like art work or if she need help she would go up to him and ask even if was busy she waited and at night she would get scared so amy would lead to brother shadows room to read a story to her and yes he would be wide awake.well one day when creame was off to school and amy was out shoping when a thought had struck him.he was an abomination (a danger to himself and others he is with) all this time he knew it and with out them knowing had pondered why was the earth always in trouble and somehow because of his past would help them... and so he loaded a gun and as he was about to pull the trigger heard the door slam open as he heard it amy was at the door and so was creame with tears in her eyes she ran up to him and hug shadow yelling "plz dont do it!" so amy called sonic and together they took him to an institution for the mentally ill where he met the president called and paid for his medical and mental help.

if you want to use this in a flash plz ask me and update with me first and thank you =3

i am the one that hides in the corner to help from demons crossing the border.iam the one that never says a word although i have heard people exclaim "that girl is a freak! that girls minace! why dose she try to be so genrious?!" as the words i heard lash out me like razors.i thought to my self what did i do? to make them hate? i did nothing so why do they rate? so as i ponder this for a few minutes i began to think.and smiled its better this way i wondered they are safe for i am a loser and i know that they are abusers.they are pretty and i am a beast so woud they even try to care at least.no they will not for that is the plot of my life to be forgoten or tossed aside for noone knows me to comite suicide.